dammit.

i left my stupid book today @ home. now im bored @ work by myself and no book to read, stolen internet that could get me in trouble and annoying ppl calling me.
but its still a good day. i feel alot better even though i still sound like a manly lesbian, but thats fine, i dont mind being lesbian...i do love pussy.
ah i shouldve put my new track on my ipod. that shit is raw like.
i was gonna talk to this girl @ the bus this morning but i chickened out. i mean, wtf am i gonna say..i dont really know much of pop culture and that's what normal ppl know about. i can philosophize and i can talk about grammar and existentialism, death, life, energy, physics, sound, music ( not your fucking indie shit, im talking about real music. jazz, hip hop, soul, experimental, even some rock)..i need me a hot nerd chick, im tired of bar skanks. all they wanna do is get drunk and laugh at stupid jokes. and getting faded with some girl in the hopes that shell let you fondle her yum yums is really of no interest to me. i like dirty depraved sex just as much as the next pervert but i would like decent conversation to lead to that.

the other day one of my friends try to convince me to go hit on this random blonde bimbo. i didnt really say shit. but i shouldve told her to shut the fuck up. if i wanna fuck a bimbo i got enough choices, i dont need a random one hahah.

i dont care for your "forward" way of thinking about sex. ( which is retarded by the way ) youre still all depressed that no real man gets at you. just them little drunk weekend benders.hmm i wonder why that is.

hahah. oh man. that last paragraph could get me some serious angry discussions. i hope so.
those women need to feel something besides the alcohol thats boiling in their veins. and if i can help them shed some light on that bullshit they call a way of thought that would be awesome.

hmmm.

that new beat konducta vol 5-6 is pretty good. its pretty good to put on loop.

well. that is all for now. catch ya later.