a good story, a better idea

Buddha was preaching the Dhamma which was against some myths practised by Brahmins in then India, a man came and spat on the Buddha's face. The Buddha wiped his face and asked the man " Have you got anything more to say". The Buddha's disciple, Ananda became very angry and said "Give me permission to put this man in his place.

This is too much. I can't tolerate this". Buddha said "He has not spat on your face. It's my problem and I can solve that problem. He wants to say something to me. But has inadequate words to say that. He has no words to express his anger just as I have so much love that no word, no act can express it".

The man was looking at the Buddha in astonishment. He wouldn't have been shocked if the Buddha had hit him in return or Ananda jumped upon him. That would have been expected and natural. This is how human beings react. But the Buddha seeing the man's difficulty of expressing anger, felt for the man.

The man went home, couldn't sleep throughout the night, pondered over it the whole night with a great feeling of pain over his unmindful behaviour.

The next day he rushed to the Buddha and fell at his feet, kissed his feet and begged pardon.The Buddha said to Ananda, "Look, now he is feeling so much for me, he cannot speak in words. He is touching my feet. Man is so helpless. Anything that is too much cannot be expressed, cannot be conveyed, cannot be communicated. Some gestures has to be found to symbolise it. Look!"

The man started crying and said "Excuse me, sir. I am immensely sorry. It was absolute stupidity on my part to spit on you, a man like you".

The Buddha said "Forget about it! The man you spat upon is no more, and the man who spat is no more. You're new, I'm new! Look - this sun that is rising is new.

Everything is new.
The yesterday is no more. Be finished with it! And how can I forgive? Because you never spat on me. You spat on someone who has departed".

The Buddha remembers perfectly that the previous day this man had spat on him, but he also remembers that neither this man is the same nor he is the same

man has fallen away from reality. he has to be awakened to the truth that we are all one. and it is not a hypothesis; it is the experience of all the meditators, without exception, down the ages, that the whole existence is one, organic unity.

self

I am just myself. I have no interpretation about myself, and there is no need. I am simply delighted in being myself, whatsoever that means. I am happy in being myself. - OSHO

best words i have ever read.

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Artist(s): Reggie B Onur Engin Morpheground Knowledge Jay Scarlett Harrison Blakoldman Erik L Ekofield Busy
Album: Jay Scarlett & Onur Engin pres. Maverick Sessions One
Format: Mp3
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Tracklisting
1. Busy - Bethink
2. Reggie B - Belief
3. Morpheground - Ectoplasm
4. Harrison Blakoldman - Full Step
5. Erik L - Soul Symphony
6. Ekofield - Electric Soul
7. Knowledge - Kreate


This is the first of a series of eps that will gladly see the light of day from artists from Italy to Philly, San Diego to Sweden. We?ve already seen a year that has embraced with open arms the likes of Flying Lotus, Hudson Mohawke, Onra, Dorian Concept to name but a few various organizations tapping into this newly seething mass of technological machine crunchers. First up Morpheground hailing from Italy to lead the group into a blast of sound that is anything but be easy on the ear but will definitely find it?s place into your rhythmic sections with twisted unsyncipated glitches & melodies so out there you?d think he was of another dimensional parallel. Next to bang we have Knowledge hailing from Philadelphia home to so many already legendary producers, knowledge comes with his own tinge of home made hi tech soul.Reggie B Planet H Productions has already caused a ripple in the Hi Tech Soul market as a outstanding producer & singer in his own right releasing a string of albums & singles and also guest features on various other projects as well as production credits on Daru & Reggie B ?Future Music? for Circulations (Japan) And also 4 Lux (Rotterdam) as well as featuring on uncountable songs for the innate crew which are a collective of producers rappers & singers which span a few states in the U.S.A members including Miles Bonny, Daru Jones, Leonardo Destroy, C.E.S Cru & John Brewer definitely a talent to watch for in the coming years. Sweden seems to be producing a lot of talent these days always a place with forward think individuals home to groups such as Hearin Aid & Hygher baby, Mello and also our featured guests like Erik L gives us a taste for jazz tinged chopped loops with a sprinkling of his very own melody chops. Busy is one character we guess will go far in this music industry already producing tracks for U.S Soul diva Teisha Marie ?Unscripted?, & raid/light curtain being released on circualtionsm other styles seem to run more left of the contemporary set with low 8-bit distorted & filtered chords and drums to lift the tracks towards more Extreme sonically challenged arrangements. Origins France Harrison Blakoldman as already been played by Benji B Deviation1Xtra, which tells you the tracks are hot just releasing his first beat tape, which can be found on his myspace.com/harrisonblakoldman. Ekofield from Pittsburgh Pennsylvania finish off the team with a down tempo piece of electronica soul which slips into filtered territories intricately woven stabs and blips that meld well with the other genres displayed her eon Maverick sessions Vol 1.

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blu

for the one's that need the attention of everyone.

i know why you dance in the dark, because.

i used to be you.

stare through the mirror and say it will be alright.

trying to be the sun, on a dim lit room.

trying to spin as to become the gravity center 

of planets as lost as you.

looking to be on everyone so as to lose yourself.

asking why nobody understands who i am,, to you.

i understand,

i just dont want to be around you

neither do you.

white electric dog

White Electric Dog

 

 
Tone 3: Electric - Rhythm & Change

 

White Dog is your Conscious Self - who you are and who you are becoming. One of the gifts of White Dog is the calling in and recognition of other companions of destiny. Other beings with the same longing are waiting to meet and acknowledge you - beings who can see you as you authrentically are. When you have truly been seen, you feel empowered, and remembrance of a shared sacred trust is ignited. This is a natural process, divinely designed for recognition through vibrational affinity, freed from personal expectations. White Dog can be seen as an access point for developing relationships with guides, totems, allies and guardians. There are many ways to work with these spiritual guides, including guided visualizations, shamanic journeys, and meditation. A useful construct is viewing them as aspects of yourself, part of your life stream that is asking to be integrated. Remember, there is no 'other'. In this grand adventure, you are being asked to embody all that you are. Profound insights are garnered through shared purpose and relationship with others who are willing to be in their truth and integrity about the light and shadow aspects they perceive in themselves. Similarly, intimate relationships can be viewed as unique opportunities to bring forward in each other deep emotional patterns to be transformed. In this case, those you have drawn to you hold the ability to assist you in your own integration as well. There are no mistakes. Be willing to look deeply into the truth held within any relationship. The expression of intimacy is a gift of love; the lack of it may be a symptom asking for honest communication and healing. It may also be guiding you to reevaluate your relationship and the purpose it is serving. White Dog signals a breakthrough in your life: new beginnings, new perceptions, new allies and friends. As you express more authentically who you are, you draw your true family closer to you.With your guides and companions, you have the ability to manifest your inspired visions and dreams. Recognize the eyes and hearts that spark the remembrance of a sacred trust. The harmonic wisdom of White Dog is affinity, the attraction of like vibration or substances for one another. Spiritual affinity is not limited to family kinship - it is part of the natural affinity between companions of destiny. Such companions of are drawn together by the same aligned force that draws iron filings to a magnet. Companions of destiny are drawn togther to do work that is naturally harmonious. On the surface at times, it may seem that you have little in common with these companions, yet the attraction remains. This is because Essence Selves are often committed to work together long before they meet in the physical world. This is a natural process of affinity, rather than a process motivated from personal desire. Follow this guidance into your unfoldment within the larger pattern. White Wizard is your Higher Self & Guide. White Wizard is the Magician, whose powers are activated by wisdom that emanates from the heart. Such wisdom is not the intellectual understanding known in Western culture; it is the wisdom that comes from an alignment of mind and heart. An open, trusting heart is a refined tool of perception. Allowing yourself to 'not know' opens the door of the mind to a deeper understanding of the universe. White Wizard asks you to fully utilize this aligned mind to participate in magic. White Wizard invites you to step into self-empowerment. Empowerment comes from self-acceptance, integrity, and commitment to your evolution. Self-empowerment is not to be found outside oneself. Anything outside that brings you empowerment also has a divine foundation within you. If you feel a need for the approval of others, look to self-empowerment. When you feel effectively engaged, doing what gives you joy, your energy naturally expands to inlcude more of who you are, and magic flows synchronistically into your life. Claim your alignment with the highest wisdom. Call forth divine action in all that you do! Align your own will with divine will and your Essence Self. Be transparent, innocently allowing magic to come through you rather than needing to create it. Open to heart-knowing and limitless possibilties. Blue Monkey is your Subconscious Self and Hidden Helper. Blue Monkey represents the Divine Child, the child that is ever in a state of open-hearted wisdom, innocence, trust, simplicity and joyful wonder. What would it feel like to actually BE a magical child in this culture and time? The secret that very few know - because they may feel more comfortable trying to protect themselves - is that the divine child offers the strongest of all protections, the invulnerability of openhearted Love. Through innocence, a kind of immunity is created that allows the divine child to be TRANSPARENT so that the apparent 'slings and arrows' of the world can pass right through without being personalized into wounds, reactions or hurt feelings. This is the path of innocence regained. Transparency is the path of the new consciousness. Look deeply into the eyes of a happy two year old. There you will see the innocent trust, openheartedness, and spontaneous joy that typifies the divine child. Imagine yourself as an enlightened two-year old, in a state of ecstatic communion and delight. In childhood, you didn't have to remember to be playful - you could easily and fluidly express your emotions. You didn't have to understand whys and wherefores - you knew with your heart. This if your natural state of being, the state of ecstasy, the path of revealed innocence. In Western culture, many people have a distorted understanding about what it is to be a human being. We are often taught that sucessful adults are responsible, serious, rigid, controlled and goal oriented. In your journey with society, your developmental stages may have been incomplete. The natural sensitivity, fluidity, and freedom of the child may have been left behind in partial passage. Perhaps your inner child was wounded or treated insensitively, and you carried this unresolved process into adulthood. Blue Monkey encourages you to bring forth this incomplete or wounded part for integration and healing. In this New Myth, your spontaneous, divine child will usher in and anchor the new frequency. How can you heal your inner child? Explore what truly gives you joy. Find types of work that support your sensitivity and create deep satisfaction. Be simple: love, play, dance, draw, colour, sing. These activities are for all divine children - they serve the expression of the magical child in everyone. Consciously make time for the joyful freedom and magic of play! The number for Blue Monkey is eleven, the vibration wherein novelty and spontaneity break down resistant forms. When unity merges with Essence Self, a mystical foundation is created that disintegrates old patterns. This is actually integration in disguide. As your walls tumble down, they crack into a smile, and the illumination of self shines through. Yellow Sun represents your Challenge and Gift. With maturity and awareness this challenge will turn into a Focus. This is what you desire to learn in this lifetime. In the shadow of Yellow Sun, you may be unaware of or feel disconnected from your own true nature. Thus, the light of Yellow Sun reflects your shadow's potential. On this journey, you are being offered release from all past identities, lifetimes, and karma. This process retrieves any separated parts of self, restoring all potential into the union of wholeness. By facing and integrating your shadows, you can free yourself into the greater constellation of being. The shadow of Yellow Sun also reflects your limiting views of self in relation to your concept of God. It is important to remember tha thow you see divinity is how you see yourself! If you do not see yourself as an integral part of the Divine you are functioning in th shadow of Yellow Sun. Another shadow of Yellow Sun is conditional love, which is really part of the process of learning how to express unconditional love. Conditionality often implies fear, separation, and issues of self worth. Unconditionality expresses without judgement, limitation or expectation. Unconditional love is your original state of being, that which you naturally are. You are the model of what it means to be fully human. In Yellow Sun's shadow are the ideals of society. Look at your personal ideals. You are being asked to release them and to embody the limitless principles of the light. As you become a model of loving acceptance, shadow and light embrace as one, and the world is lifted. You become the new myth emerging. Through the embodiment of unconditional love, one person at a time, the new world is born. As you express unconditional love, you become more than you previously perceived yourself to be. You become illumined, the full manifestation of your divinity. In the embrace of your humanity, accept yourself and others unconditionally. Magnify your full presence. Yellow Sun will come in myriad forms to assist you. Be limitless. Accept and understand the nature of judgement, fear, light and dark within yourself and others. Love and accept yourself and others as you are, freed from previous boundaries. You are the dawning of the solar age. Red Moon is your Compliment - something that comes naturally to you. Red Moon is the cosmic seed of awakened awareness. Consume it like a fruit, and let it blossom within you. You are on the quest of self-remembrance, of Godseed. If you work with the energy of Red Moon with clear awareness and attention, an awakened state of remembrance will naturally blossom within you. Remembrance means having direct access to your expanded presence through an intrinsic perception of unity. Remembrance is your recognition of the larger pattern and your connection to it, often facilitated through dreams, art, music, colors and creative pursuits. With focused attention, meditate on Red Moon and you will receive help with self-remembrance. Red Moon is also a beacon or transmitting station. As you open to self-remembrance, you become a beacon and receiver for cosmic consciousness. This communication creates the gradual opening of the third eye, the eye within the mononlith of self. As this eye opens and your communication becomes more refined, you will notice more signs, signals and understanding coming to you. These are all for your growth and evolution - a feedback system from which you can gain insight about your journey. The number for Red Moon is 9, which symbolizes the recurrence of great cycles. An example of such recurrence is the periodic return of master teachers to help awaken human beings on Earth. Nine is the number of Quetzalcoatl, buddha, and Christ. Red Moon is a symbol for great teachers who have come to translate univeresal wisdom to humanity, to embody the awakened state of consciousness that is accessible to all. Such teachers serve as a connection to the Divine and hold the promise of full self-mastery.  Take off the veil of forgetfulness. Become the beacon of awakened awareness. As you open to self-remembrance, you will freely receive divine guidance. Be with others who support your fullest expression.   Your Tone is Tone 3 - Electric Movement, change, flow, current, creativity, integration, sacred trinity.  Three is the ray of Rhythm, the galactic heartbeat of natural flow. This universal river offers you movement, and all possibilities flow within its pulse. Open yourself to its current of change! The Electric Tone of 3 suggests that there is something you desire to change or integrate into the natural flow of your life. Become the 'third point of light,' created from the integration of polarity. Feel the pulse of the sacred trinity within you, revealing a new creation. Allow it to integrate that which has seemingly been lost, separated, or obscured from your sight. If you have a tendency to be scattered in your creativity, make an extra effort to focus your energy. Align with your intention to express the truth. Now is the time for the Great Mystery to reveal itself through you. Know yourself as the capstone of light. Allow your creativity to express your spiritual journey. ***

relax

relaxation is like a flowering, you cannot force it. You have to understand the whole phenomenon- why you are so active, why so much occupation with activity, why you are obsessed with it.

- osho

morning.

An insincere and evil friend is more to be feared than a wild beast; a wild beast may wound your body, but an evil friend will wound your mind. - Buddha

thought id share this

Within our bodies there are focal points of energy that we use, whether consciously or unconsciously, to affect reality and allow us to fully experience and realize events that unfold before us. These focal points are called Chakras.

Chakras are located in important parts of your body such as your head or heart. Any organs within the area of these Chakras are used to control; and are, therefore, directly affected by the properties of that Chakra. There are seven Chakras located throughout the body, each with their own unique attributes and characteristics:

The Root Chakra is located directly at the base of the spine, also known as the coccyx. This Chakra is closely related to the body and our ability to master it. One’s health, constitution and security are linked to this Chakra. In addition, the realization of how our bodies connect to the material world is focused here.

Color: Red
Gems: Ruby, Garnet

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The Naval Chakra is located in the lower abdomen. This Chakra is associated with the acts of giving and receiving, and is tied into the more physical feelings of love, passion and sexuality. The feeling of pleasure is also linked with this Chakra, so one may feel focus and feedback in this Chakra during moments of harmony, generosity, group creativity and selflessness.

Color: Orange
Gems: Amber, Coral

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The Solar Plexus Chakra is located just above the navel and below the chest. This Chakra is a focus point for our force of will and our sense of transformation. Concentration and control of our personal energies originate from this point. One’s sense of power and authority, as well as self-control and discipline of the ego converge here. This Chakra can be used to sense the very use of one’s internal energies to affect what is outside the body.

Color: Yellow
Gems: Amber, Gold

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The Heart Chakra is located at the center of the chest and is the focus for love and understanding. Feelings that stem from this love such as forgiveness, compassion, balance and harmony radiate from this point. This Chakra also nurtures the rarified feeling of unconditional or divine love, love that goes beyond the physical.

Color: Green
Gems: Emerald, Malachite

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The Throat Chakra is located in the throat area between one’s chin and the top of the sternum. This Chakra is linked to one’s powers of communication. Through this Chakra, one can realize truth and knowledge; honesty, kindness and wisdom and how these elements can be conveyed through thoughtful speech.

Color: Sky Blue
Gems: Turquoise, Blue Topaz

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The Brow Chakra is located in the forehead, right above our eyes. This is also known as the region of the "Third Eye" in Buddhist and other belief systems. This Chakra is related to our perception beyond the physical realm. Intuition, insight, imagination and clairvoyance can all be associated with this Chakra. One can also focus their realization of their own soul, divine wisdom and peace of mind in this point.

Color: Indigo
Gems: Lapiz Lazuli, Sapphire

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The Crown Chakra is located at the very top of the head. As one might guess, this Chakra is associated directly with dealings of the mind and spirit. This Chakra is deeply tied to the exploration of one’s consciousness and place in space and time. Oneness with the universe, your spirit and will, inspiration, divine wisdom… all the things that deal with the Higher Self are rooted in this Chakra.

Color: Violet
Gems: Amethyst, Diamond, Quartz Crystal

dammit.

i left my stupid book today @ home. now im bored @ work by myself and no book to read, stolen internet that could get me in trouble and annoying ppl calling me.
but its still a good day. i feel alot better even though i still sound like a manly lesbian, but thats fine, i dont mind being lesbian...i do love pussy.
ah i shouldve put my new track on my ipod. that shit is raw like.
i was gonna talk to this girl @ the bus this morning but i chickened out. i mean, wtf am i gonna say..i dont really know much of pop culture and that's what normal ppl know about. i can philosophize and i can talk about grammar and existentialism, death, life, energy, physics, sound, music ( not your fucking indie shit, im talking about real music. jazz, hip hop, soul, experimental, even some rock)..i need me a hot nerd chick, im tired of bar skanks. all they wanna do is get drunk and laugh at stupid jokes. and getting faded with some girl in the hopes that shell let you fondle her yum yums is really of no interest to me. i like dirty depraved sex just as much as the next pervert but i would like decent conversation to lead to that.

the other day one of my friends try to convince me to go hit on this random blonde bimbo. i didnt really say shit. but i shouldve told her to shut the fuck up. if i wanna fuck a bimbo i got enough choices, i dont need a random one hahah.

i dont care for your "forward" way of thinking about sex. ( which is retarded by the way ) youre still all depressed that no real man gets at you. just them little drunk weekend benders.hmm i wonder why that is.

hahah. oh man. that last paragraph could get me some serious angry discussions. i hope so.
those women need to feel something besides the alcohol thats boiling in their veins. and if i can help them shed some light on that bullshit they call a way of thought that would be awesome.

hmmm.

that new beat konducta vol 5-6 is pretty good. its pretty good to put on loop.

well. that is all for now. catch ya later.

it feels right today.

strangely enough i feel as if a weight has left my shoulders. 

for no reason i feel better.

maybe its because i havent thought about her.

i made music today.

crash course collective is coming your way. ( i didnt mean for that to rhyme)

had this feeling of emptyness on  my self for some time.

the kind of emptyness that signifies rest and relief.

that feeling is now gone.

its substitute is a towering boulder of distress.

actually causing physical discomfort from its unbearable weight.

the pain is indescribable.

but i will try.

.

first it feels like it will never be over.

after some time you give up and stop caring.

you wander around aimlessly trying to find a way to end it.

but the more you try, the harder it is.

you start getting desperate. 

then you lose hope.

at that point is when people start noticing that your smile is gone.

so they ask you. are you okay? you will say yes.

they know you are lying. but they dont really care.

so your silence is precious to both.  they dont want to hear your problems.

and you dont want to waste your time speaking about them with someone that doesnt care 

someone that asks how you are just so they dont really have to know you.

but they can say they tried. 

why does it feel like they are fake?

is it in their beautifull eyes?

is it in their fake laugh?

is it in the way they touch you?

i just want to fuck you and then spit on your face as a sign of gratitude.

tie you up and leave the room.

bring your friends to see you in shame.

then we can laugh and tell you we love you.

and then you will now how i feel everytime you let me down.